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The miracle is a beautiful image of Ephesians 3:20--more than I can ask or imagine. Every day is a miracle. Every moment is a miracle. Specifically for our family, the miracle of more is our family growing in ways I would never have imagined when we first committed to adoption 8 years ago. But, the greatest miracle is the change in ME!

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Monday, February 20, 2012

Waiting--not so Patiently

We are waiting to find out our final travel dates.

I must admit that I am not waiting patiently. Funny how we say we trust Jesus, and then we find ourselves growing anxious when we are forced to wait. Or is it just me?

I am growing anxious, too, about the amount of money we will need to be able to take the girls with us. I am growing anxious about the price of airline tickets. I am growing anxious about the amount of time we will be in China....is there a theme here?

I've said this before, but I believe today is a good time to repeat myself.

I feel like the Israelites. Praising God one minute. Murmuring and complaining the next.

Please join us in prayer. Like the man who said to Jesus, "LORD, I believe. Help, thou, my unbelief."

That's where I am today.

LORD, I believe. Help thou my unbelief.

3 comments:

Julie said...

I totally get it! Been there done that! (more than I like to admit)

Praying 4 you guys! He's got the BESTEST PLAN IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD--and He will let you know it in his time!

Hugs!

Jolene said...

I am RIGHT where you are right now! Seriously, I could have written this post myself! We're waiting on LOA for our son (LID Sept. 21) and were just recently logged in for our daughter in Shanghai.

It is soooo extremely incredibly difficult to be patient. I'm struggling a lot with waiting....to the point I feel like I'm wrestling with the Lord over this. I'm trying to just back off and have peace but wow, its HARD!

Anonymous said...

Waiting is so hard and non adoptive parents have no clue what it is like. I feel your pain sister and I praying!

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